Sabtu Kelabu

 Sejak tadi malam aku menghabiskan hari dengan menonton beberapa film, dimulai dengan film The World to Come, dilanjut dengan film Ride or Die film dari Jepang tapi aku tidak selesai menontonnya barangkali waktunya tidak tepat, lalu aku beralih ke film The Affair, film ini juga sekadar film biasa saja tidak ada yang istimewa. Lalu saat pagi ini aku membuka twitter aku ingat kalau seorang teman pernah merekomendasikan sebuah film, maka aku cari ulang balasan komentar tersebut dan aku menemukan film Happiest Season yang dimainkan Kristen Stewart. Filmnya sangat bagus, biar pun seperti biasa Kristen berakting seperti seorang wanita kurang giji dan rambut yang terlihat acak-acakan. Sepertinya film ini sudah pernah aku tonton sebelumnya hanya tetap saja aku mewek menontonnya. Lumayan untuk menangisi sabtu kelabuku.

Happiest Year

I'm really on the ropes this time

I've been fighting all my life for you

I never should have said goodbye

But maybe that's what stupid people do

 

'Cause you gave me peace

And I wasted it

I'm here to admit

That you were my medicine

Oh I couldn't quit

And I'm down on my knees again

Asking for nothing

 

Thank you for the happiest year of my life

Thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh

Ooh ooh ooh

 

Don't think I could forgive myself

I'm sorry for the ways that I used you

And I could care less right now

But you know, you hurt me pretty good too

 

Yeah we made each other bleed

And we tasted it

I'm here to admit

That you were my medicine

Oh love I couldn't quit

And I'm down on my knees again

 

Thank you for the happiest year of my life

Oh, thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh

 

So wake me up when they build that time machine

I want to go back

Wake me up when you are sleeping next to me

'Cause I really loved you, ooh

 

Thank you for the happiest year of my life

Thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh

Thank you for the happiest year of my life, yeah

Thank you for the happiest year of my life

Thank you for the happiest year of my life

Thank you, Baby :)